I hear the VOICES!!!

I hear voices in my head
They come to me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me!

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith

I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen

爱使我们相聚在一起...

有一首歌是这样唱的...

"爱使我们相聚在一起,
爱使我们相聚在一起,
上帝的爱使我们合二为一体,
爱使我们相聚在一起..."

哈哈...
忽然想了一些东西,就设计了一张图...
不是很精致,只是草率做出了...
别见量...

看到十字架...太阳...小白兔...2只晴天娃娃...云吗???

哈哈,让我解释一下...

十字架就是指上帝...
掌管着我们...看顾着我们...
十字架在图里位于中间,就是我们要以神为中心点...
凡事信靠...犯事交托...

那太阳就是小弟我啦...
哈哈,晴天...
不多解释啦...

小白兔叻~~~
当~当~当~
就是我的非常好的朋友...
Abby啦...
叮...
聪明于分析能力好的你...
就是多吃箩卜(蔬菜),所以头脑好...
哈哈...

2只晴天娃娃叻~~~
当~当~当~
就是我那两位最亲爱的姐姐啦...
Liz和Jess...
晴天娃娃是表示希望有晴天出现...
对我来说...
当我开心时,那就是晴天了...
两位最亲爱的姐姐是非常非常关心我的喔...
所以,她们希望我天天开心...天天都是晴天...
哈哈...

Jason,你一定是会想,"你这个西金拿,老爸跑哪去啦..."
哈哈...
你一定是会说:"别把你的思想套在我身上噢..."
那你猜猜吧...
就是云嘛~~~
为什么呢???
筋斗云咯...每天载我们去这去那...
哈哈...
客气话还是要说的...
迈冷...迈冷...
是真心的啦...
在这图画...
云随占了瞒多部份(不是说你肥,看完先),但你第一眼看这图时...
你是不会注意到他的...但云在这图里是在背后莫莫撑着我们的...
在现实生活,你的莫莫关心...
就等于在撑着我们,陪着我们...

好介绍完了...
回到主题...
"爱使我们相聚在一起"

是的...
上帝的爱把我们放在一起...
让我们认识彼此...
多奇妙...
哈哈...
能认识能你们不是偶然的...
感谢神把你们放在我的身边,让我不孤单,寂寞...

开心...晴天...感恩...

Rush Hour

Rush!!!Rush!!!Rush!!!
Fast!!!Fast!!!Fast!!!
Work!!!Work!!!Work!!!
Move!!!Move!!!Move!!!

终于熬过了那地狱式的两个礼拜...
觉得自己像power ranger...
哈哈...能在地狱过两个礼拜...

以上运用了夸张修辞手法...
哈哈...

但,这两个礼拜个真的是上帝带我走过的...
走时,上帝和我一起走...
累时,上帝扶着我一起走...
停时,上帝背着我一起走...
加上天使在旁扶持我...

老实说,这两个礼拜...
我真的是已没有专住力了...
一有时间就是倒下,睡觉了...
一天24小时,睡觉时间加起来只有4小时多...
而且是早上睡两小时,晚上睡两小时...
还好之前生的病痊愈了...
感谢神...
在这种危机时刻上帝和我度过了...

presentation还在班睡觉呢...
在搞什么哦...哈哈...
但,还好一切顺力...

随然,过了忙碌的两个礼拜...
但,过得很开心,满有恩点...
开心...

晴天...

哈哈...最近好爱晴天...
晴天就代表我心情好...

上帝真的是好棒...
看顾我,关心我,爱我...
最重要是,上帝真的能看透我们心里在想想什么...

下午才在blog写了我的不愉快...
没想到...
在一个下午,上帝竟派了好多天使来关心我...

我的烦恼,疲累,重担...
上帝都把它没收了...
其实,下午真的是要倒了...
整个人都非常累...
但...
当我的烦恼都没时,人真的开郎很多...
而什么疲惫都消失了...

感恩...
带着烦恼,疲累,重担真的好辛苦...
但,有了上帝的祝福,真的好幸福...
谢谢上帝这么看顾我...

开心...
晴天是最棒的!!!

分裂...

回来到现在...
一整个礼拜...过得超@%...
不论是心灵,肉体...
都倒了...

很感恩...
在我最无助时,上帝派了四位天使来安慰我...
谢谢上帝...
也要谢谢那四位天使...
谢谢你们...
你们真的让我心情好了很多...

但...
好心情,就不能保持久吗!!!

超压力的功课...又病了...
每天都面对功课超过十小时...
有一天还十七个小时...
累...
还得做...

关于,
灵命...对上帝的关系...
侍奉...对教会...

我都用功课推掉了...
也不懂自己在做么...废...

关心工作...
就别说了...
自己都管不好,还想管别了...
算了吧...

我是人...不是...
好累,好无奈...

Thanks Giving =^_^= 感恩

Except thanks...Still thanks...
Thanks to God that what he have gave to me...
Haha, this week i saw my photo been publish on the newspaper...
That's the photo about the won the Grand prize of Sony cormmercial~~~
Althought win the contest, but i still very blur for my future...
BUT~~~dont bother about it first...
BECAUSE~~~ i know that God will make the best way for...
SO~~~why i worry so much...
Worry is not given by God...
God will make a way...a good way...the best way for us...

Haha~~~In my whole life...my face just been publish on newspaper just two times only...
hehe...anyways thanks to my God again...
Thanks...
Haha, after see dont laugh ya...
This is in 2003...
Weird Weird me...Guess which one is me...
Haha, take part in Wushu competition...
Feel surprise~~~

Yeah!!!i did it...Sony Advertising Commersial...

During March in this year...
I had hung in one of my project to Astro for the video competition...
haha,although the Astro staff got call us and ask about our information...
But...last, we didn't win for the prize...
It RM10000...If our grp won,FuiyoHHH... 1 person can had RM 2000...
But, we lose...At that time, my friend told me 1 things...
She said next year, we sure wanna gather a strong team to win a prize during our study...
That time still in Year one...

Really thanks to God...
God gave me a chance to have a competition again...
When i start my Year two, the 1st project is helping Sony to advertise the new product...
Which is Skinny T-77...
Is the camera in this pic...
This is group project and one group just can have two student...
In this project...we need to design a poster, a packaging, a lauch ad, and a T-shirt design...
And the duration just gt two weeks...
Walau...haha...
During this project, i didnt have a big hope that our group can won this prize...

But i still pray to God...
If can win, then happy lo...
If lose, also nevermind because it just a competition...haha
But we were suprized by receiving a message that told us our group was been chosen in top 5...
So we need to have a presentation at Sony Center in Midvalley...
The most surprised things is my lecturers also took part in this competition...
Fuiyohhhhhh...in my mind, i straight away think that...we sure lose la...
haha...Our lecturers team, got 1 of my Year 2 lecture, 1 head of design in our college, and 1 outsider designer who had given a talk in our college...
Walau, what a such team...

But, But, But...
After the presentation, my friend and i had a walk in THE GARDEN...
the manager who had sit in for the presentation called me...
walau...
We win the Grand prize of the competition...
the lecturers team got consolation prize...
It really suprize for me...
I really cant imagine...i thought it just a dream...

At here, i am not show off how pretty my design, and how skillful of me...
I just wanna mention my happiness and the most important things is...
The God was blessing me...
God give me the prize...
without the knowlede that given by GOD...i thk...
i wont stand at here, i wont write this blog nw and share this experiences to u guys...really...
Really really really really thanks to our magnificent GOD...
GOD listen my prayer...
If God said u Can do it...Thats mean u really can do it...

it really a big and happy suprise...
i can win a advertising commersial art during my study life...
haha...
This time the grand prize of this competition more bigger than last time...
I received a 1 VAIO laptop, 1 Skinny T-77, and our group poster design was been advertise in "THE SUN" newspaper...

At last...Still the same...


If do something without our faithful God...
Without our God...
WE ARE NOTHING...
This 10 Skinny T-77 is i curi curi take photo only...
Actually this is the prize of the grand prize and two consolation prize...
it need to gave it to my lecture and other ppl...
coz the Sony staff pass to me 1st...
haha...
This is the ad that been post on newspaper...
It is different with our design...
It change a lot by the Sony staff then become like this...quite weird...
hehe...

GOD IS GREAT!!!

未来的我???

在赶着功课的我…
想了很久…
最后还是放下了功课…
在blog刺下了我的心声…

这个问题在我放假要回来上课时出现了…
我在想 Graphic Designer是不是我的未来呢???
我以后要做什么呢???
这问题开始在我在我脑中徘徊了…
当一开时上课…又遇见朋友也和我有同样的问题…
WAKAO!!!烦…
今天,在学校又听到一个朋友又是也有这个问题…
到底怎么了…
回到家…一个人在做功课…
没心情…
这问题一直在我在我脑中徘徊…
加上我对这次的功课没什么信心…
也不懂自己在做什么…
我到底在做什么…………………………………………
我对自己的未来….
迷失了方向…
乱!!!
进…好模糊…
退…不干心…

再见…

时间过的好快…一转眼,我从一个卤绣未干的小子变成了事8TH SIBU男少年军的一位Staff Seageant…在这几年的点点滴滴,真令人难忘…是时候要和Staff Seageant Andy说再见了…这可能是我最后一次穿上我的Boy制服…真的还想当一辈子的Boy呀~~~但,那是不可能的了…明年可能就会升为当Officer了…就是人人所称的Ah SIR,Ah SIR…

这男少年军就是让我认识到上帝…如果没有偿服务8TH SIBU男少年军,那可能就没有今天的andy 了…还记得不到2003年所做的决定是没错的…我以前是学武术的…同时也刚加入了男少年军…但,如果参加武术,那就是个运动员了…要每天都做训练…那我就没时间参加男少年军了…所以,我就和上帝祷告…

我说: “上帝呀…如果你要我在哪,我就去哪…”

我的意思就是想放弃一项…然后专心在那选择上…结果我选择了男少年军…感谢主的带领,才有今天的我…不然我什么都不是…

J’s Mission II

好久都没写了…好久…
想在这里对那些想念和关心我的朋友们说声 “对不起”…
不好意思…回到家乡后,都很少和大家联络了…让大家担心了…真是不好意思呀…

这次回到家乡的心情和以往都一样…都是兴奋…都想让家人看到我有一些改变…
但,这次…我是想让家人看到我灵命上的改变…
虽然,我家人不懂什么是灵命…
不过,我就想用一些生活见证来影响我家人…
这次,回来想和家人,朋友传福音…

一开始,跟人传,撒种对我来说不是很大困难…
但,之后…翻土,浇灌的工作,使在不容易…
我须要去跟进他们…这工作,我觉得我没做得很好了…

家人方面…
起先从我妈那得知,我爸在很久以前受洗了…一听到这消息时,我是多么的兴奋与开心呀…
不过...我爸已不信主,虽受过洗…也不懂怎么说…
我能看得出来,他很相信风水…风水对我来说,应该算是拜偶像了吧…
真的很失望…结果到后来我都没那勇气开口…
之余妈妈…我也没正试的和她开过口…
只有偶尔叫她去崇拜…她都说没空…
我很高兴我的大姐信主了…她也开始都去崇拜了…
而且,她也带她的女儿上主日学…她也开始对这份信仰认真了…
感谢主…
二姐…还是在等待和她开口…
但,我也不懂会等到几时…
不过,她却也会带她的女儿上主日学…
我觉得应该不会对基督教排斥…
三姐已经是基督徒了…
不过呢…还是比较与属肉体的类型吧…
我也与她分享了被圣灵充满…
和家人传的就只有这些了…

在这几个月的当儿…我内心的火热,也渐渐淡了…
我没天天都灵修了…只会对上帝说…明天,明天,明天……
但,上帝既然透过不同的方式来提醒我…
奇妙的上帝...在牧师的讲道,和神学生的分享再一次的提醒我责备我…
让我明白读经,灵修的重要性…
还有,当我觉得失望不能和父母开口传福音时…
奇妙的事发生了…上帝透过神学生的分享,来安慰我…
他说到,他的父亲非常反对基督教…
做谢饭祷告也被骂,去教会也被骂…
回想过来,我觉得我很庆幸…
在我做谢饭祷告时, 去教会时都没被挨骂…
而且,我在和姐姐传福音时,我的父母在旁边看也没反对…
但,我是不能因这样就满足的…
全家信主的梦想…我不会忘记的…我要多加油了…
好好的多在装备自己…为主发光…

之余男少年军…
有与他们分享我的见证…也有与他们传了福音…
撒的种是多…但,跟进的只有一两个…
一个人在做,真的是不容易…
靠一个人的力量是不行的…
所以我得好好的让这两个人能为主出份力…带领其他人…
所以,求主赐我聪明智慧来能让这两个人能变成四个,
然后那四个人变成八个,然后十六个…

这些就是我在这几个月为主所做的…
我不懂我做得好不好…但肯求上帝能让我在日后能做得更好….